A Course In Miracles – San Jose Karl J Vidt, ACIM Student/Teacher

ACIM T-5.II The Voice for God

abstract background withe sea sunriseAugust 13, 2013

We often feel that life is aimless, that it is random, or that it has no direction.  We think life “happens” so to speak.  But we have a guide at our disposal.  But this guide can only provide us with direction if we allow it to.  We are so accustomed to doing it all on our own, or alternatively just giving up.  Sometimes we charge through our life, focused on what we think is the prize.  Sometimes we just give in and let fall what may fall.  Neither of these scenarios need be our reality.  A change in our focus has an amazing power to make a difference.  We already have the guide we need.  This guide is within us.  God placed it there when we believed in the idea of separation.  It is there patiently waiting for us to recognize it and ask for its guidance.

 

This guide within our minds is the Holy Spirit.  We can call it Spirit if you wish.  Spirit is the Voce for God.  Spirit is all knowing in the Oneness of Heaven, and in the perception of the world we think we see.  Spirit is the bridge between our perceived minds, separation, and the Oneness and perfect Mind of God.  In the Mind of God there is no limitation, no lack, no pain, and no blame or guilt.  All that is perceived by our mind is separate from the Mind of God.  We chose to hold allegiance to the separated mind we think we are.  And we are often loath to let go of our allegiance to it.  But Spirit holds the memory of our true mind, the mind that is one with the Mind of God.  That one mind, that shared knowing of truth, has simply been blocked from our awareness by our choice to perceive ourselves separate from our true nature.  If we remembered our true nature we would never stay in the choice of separation for an instant.  We have blocked our awareness that completely.

 

Spirit is within us.  It is sounding the Call to Joy.  Joyfulness is our true nature.  Resting in God is our true nature.  Our true calling in this world we perceive is to release it to Spirit and allow Spirit to guide us in our choosing.  Where does our devotion lie?  Is our devotion to Spirit, to God, or is it to the world and life we have perceived on our own?  No matter what lessons we have to learn, Spirit will guide us to and through them.  Each of them will be the perfect and most efficient lesson for us.  Rather than bumbling around blindly on our own through our perceived journey, wouldn’t it make sense to ask the perfect guide to guide us on our journey?

 

No matter where we’ve been, no matter what mistakes we’ve made, no matter how abused we think we have been on the way, Sprit is there holding out its loving comfort and guidance calling us to be just a little willing to shift our devotion.  Devotion to separation will gain us only separation and will never move us to the full joy of Spirit.  Shift your devotion to the Guide within, Spirit, and begin to see the light that shines deep within you.  Begin to allow it to shine from deep within you to light the way for others.  We are truly the light of the world.  Joining with Spirit is the plan God has for us to share with each other and discover the awareness of the truth about who we really are.  Invite Spirit to be your guide.  Place your devotion at the altar of Spirit within you and let your light shine brightly.

ACIM T-5.II The Voice for God

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We are the Realm of Heaven, nothing more, nothing less.  This is the radiant Realm of Light.  It shines forth forever.  There is no limit to Heaven’s radiance or its reach.  It is peaceful, it abounds in Love and Joy.  It is abundance itself where lack is not even a concept.  This is our true state of being.  This is who and what we are.  This is the beauty of our creation.  It doesn’t matter what name we give this Heaven, it is always this Grandeur of Light, Peace, and Joy.  It flows through our being with infinite Grace without a trace of anything less.

 

But wait a minute.  What happened?  Our world certainly doesn’t look like this to us right now.  We allowed the belief in darkness to enter our mind.  We chose to separate our minds from the awareness of Light and believe instead we are separate from the reality we cannot be separate from.  Just as we allowed the belief in darkness to enter our mind, our Creator placed the Holy Spirit within our mind to remind and guide us on our journey back to the awareness of who we really are.  By believing in this darkness, we severed our mind from the knowledge through which the Creator communicates with us.  Since our Creator honors the free will to choose that is our holy gift and wishes not to hinder our creative choice in any way, the Creator gives us a Voice to speak for our true state of being. This Voice calls to us, quietly and gently reminding us of who we really are.

 

Spirit calls to us both to remember and forget:  to remember who we really are, and to forget the state of opposition we have chosen.  Spirit calls to us to again make a choice.  In the holy state, where our will is free and unlimited, choice is meaningless.  But once we have chosen to separate our mind, we must make another choice to undo that error of choice.  Spirit gives us a holy choice with which to correct that choice.  It is actually the unchoosing of our previous mistaken choice and making the correct choice guided by Spirit.

 

The Voice of Sprit is gentle.  It does not command, demand, overcome, or attack.  It simply gently reminds.  The Voice is compelling only because of what it reminds us of.  It brings to our mind the other way; the real way.  It remains quiet even in the midst of the turmoil we have gotten caught up in.  Spirit guides us to the part of our mind that speaks for the right choice; that knows where to find the peace love, and joy that are our real state of wholeness.  It brings us back to the awareness of our higher state of mind.  Here we recognize the reality of who we really are.  We may find it takes a few – or perhaps more – steps to reach that awareness, but Sprit knows the perfect steps for us to take and will guide us in those steps if we will simply make the choice to allow our minds to be guided by Spirit.

 

What do we really want?  If we want to be in the Realm of Heaven radiating light, love, peace, and joy, make the choice to unchoose our belief in darkness and let Spirit guide us to the light that is our natural state of being.  The peace of Heaven is truly ours if we will just let it be ours.  Let it be so.

ACIM T-5.II The Voice for God

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The Course tells us that healing is reparative, or restorative.  Healing restores the mind to its original whole way of thinking.  Healing returns our mind to the awareness of our right minded way of thinking.  I am reminded of the 23rd Psalm where it talks about restoring our soul.  In that Psalm we are guided to lie down in green pastures and to walk by the still waters, restoring our souls.  How peaceful and comforting this sounds.  Indeed healing is a return to the awareness of our true being, whole, One with God, peaceful, and divine.

 

The separation occurred when we made an incorrect choice to see ourselves as separate from Source.  We are created with the ability to create, but we also can miss-create by choosing to use our creative power guided by our mind that sees us separated from Source.  Once we chose to make this separated thought system and thus remove ourselves from communication with Source, we were given the Holy Spirit to guide us in our choices and perceptions.  The Holy Spirit was placed within our minds as a reminder of who we really are. Spirit calls to us constantly, waiting for us to let go of our self made thought system and follow Spirit’s guidance.  Once we chose to believe the wrong-minded thought system we made up, it blocks the awareness of our true mind and thought system.  The Holy Spirit is the Voice for God, calling us and reminding us of who we really are.  It is our willingness to allow ourselves to hear this call that will bring us to the path of healing our mind and returning to the awareness of who we are.

 

The Holy Spirit is God’s response to the separation.  Once we perceived ourselves as separate and complete apart from God and thus incorrectly, God placed Sprit in our minds to guide us back to our true wholeness.  Spirit is joy.  And it reminds us of the joy within our being we have blocked from our awareness.  Joyousness is our natural state of being.  Joyousness comes from the awareness of the radiant joy and light within us.  Even as we chose a darkness that blocks our awareness of the divine light within, God begins calling us back using Spirit to call and remind us of our true nature.  Allow your mind to be quiet for a moment.  Lie down in that green pasture.  Contemplate the still waters.  Allow the Peace of God to well up within you.

 

Listen to Spirit’s guidance as It leads you in changing your thought system.  Miracle-mindedness allows the door of willingness to open just enough to let the call of Spirit in.  The Divine light of Oneness follows in its wake.  No more do we need to be overwhelmed by the worries and trials of the world, for Spirit guides us to the awareness of a right-minded world where correct perception flows through us as guided by Spirit.  It is possible to hear only that Voice that calls to us and no other.  The guidance of Spirit makes that possible.  And our lives even in this world of form revel in the joyousness of Heaven on earth.  Let it be so.

ACIM T-5.I The Invitation to the Holy Spirit

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Healing – healing of the mind – is a thought by which two minds perceive their oneness and become glad – wholly joyous.  This gladness or joy calls to every part of Creation to rejoice with them and extends the Love of God to and through every speck of Creation.  This is true healing.  Healing is a shift in our thought system from separate individual thinking to thinking with the Mind of God.  Peace, Love, Light, and Joy come flowing out of all because it just can’t be contained.  It is our choice who we choose to be.  Do we choose to think and be according to the laws of Spirit, or do we choose to be separate?  It’s our choice, though one would wonder why we would want to be anything other than who we really are.  To Spirit, having and being are the same.  Oneness – or Wholeness – is our true state of being.

 

Thoughts are meant to be shared.  When we share a thought with another, we still have the whole thought, and another has the whole thought, too.  This is the concept of extending that increases Creation, for reality is the Mind of Source.  As we allow our minds to be healed, we join with each other in One-mindedness and with the One Mind.  So how do we get to this One-mindedness in our life in this world of form?  Everything appears so separate.  Everything seems so rigid and locked in to what we each think it is.  And we all think so differently about everything.

 

The narrator – teacher – of the Course tells us that they can bring us the Holy Spirit, but only at our own invitation.  We are created as extensions of God, like God in every way.  God honors our creative abilities and so honors our choice, no matter how separating it may be.  But the Teacher is always with us, waiting with Spirit for us to extend the invitation for guidance.  Being willing to change our thoughts, our perceptions, is the opening Spirit is waiting for.  Spirit knows us intimately and has always been within us watching and waiting for us to tire of the way of separation.  It may take more than tiring for us to be willing to change our thinking.  It may even take a catastrophe or a life changing event.  But when we are ready, Spirit will help us realize that we can see things differently.  Spirit will help us see peace instead of whatever we think we see.

 

Spirit will guide us to the thought system step by step in increments we can handle to build a new thought system.  Spirit will guide us to a thought system that perceives so close to reality that we are carried across the gap to rejoin the awareness of our Oneness with the One Mind.  And what joy we experience at that joining.  We are wholly joyous.  We always have been wholly joyous.  We simply blocked our awareness of our wholly joyous state of being.  And what joy we bring as we share that joy in its infinite abundance with each other.  Begin today.  Choose to be willing to perceive Oneness in yours and another’s minds.  This is the miracle we each are seeking. Be who you really are and be wholly joyous.

ACIM T-5.in Introduction

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To heal is to make happy.  Healing is to change our thoughts about ourselves from separation to the recognition of who we really are, whole, divine, and happy.  To change our thoughts is to gladden.  Whether we change our thoughts about ourselves or another we are still moving our minds to happiness.  This isn’t a fleeting happiness, a happiness that is spurred by some experience or event outside of ourselves.  This is a happiness that comes from deep with our being.   It comes from tapping the true state of being that is who we are.  It taps the divine Oneness that is within us, that never goes away, that is always our true Self living in wholeness whether or not we are aware of it.  Pure joy is at the core of our being.  We are wholly joyful at all times for eternity.  If we don’t feel wholly joyous we must be blocking our awareness of our natural joy.

 

Feeling wholly joyous, we cannot help being wholehearted.  Total healing requires wholeheartedness.  We know that fear and love cannot coexist.  Love is real.  Fear is not real.  However, if there is nothing but fear there is nothing at all since fear does not exist!  Therefore there can be only love if we exist at all.  As long as we allow our minds to recognize fear we deny our wholeheartedness, for the mind is divided and therefore we cannot be aware of our wholly joyous nature.  It takes a lot of effort to keep up the pretense of a split mind and thus deny ourselves the awareness of our whole divine nature.  Hence we deny many opportunities to gladden ourselves and thus our brothers and sisters, too.

 

The joy of offering healing and happiness to ourselves or another is that it brings Oneness with it.  Healing the mind, which is the only real healing, makes us One.  It opens the awareness of our true Divine Oneness.  We are unified, we are in Unity, and we are One.  This awareness is our ultimate healing.  This is our wholehearted joyous state of being.  As we extend healing and forgiveness we extend the Love of wholeness with all of Creation.  We remember who we really are.  We re-member the unity of all the Source’s creations.  We bless each other and in turn are blessed by each other and Spirit.  How could we feel anything but gratitude; to each other and to the Creator?  The light of love and joy radiates from us as we allow the awareness of our wholeness rise in our mind.  We cannot help but love another as we love ourselves.  This love is dynamic and cannot help but be shared.

 

So say this prayer today with each thought and encounter.  Affirm this truth in anyone you encounter.  Let healing, happiness, and wholeness fill the world in which you place your trust.

 

“Let me know this one as I know myself.”

(ACIM T-5.in.3.8)

 

ACIM T-4.VII Creation and Communication

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The Course tells us that Creation and Communication are synonyms.  We probably don’t think this way in our accustomed way of thinking.  We generally think that creating is concrete – things – and communication is not concrete – ideas and thought.  The world of form is the world we think is real and therefore concrete or solid.  Our idea about our identity is primarily based on this idea.  It involves a body we believe we are, physical things and needs we have, other people we interact with and either love and care for or wish they would get out of our lives, and a God “out there somewhere” we want or don’t want to intervene in our physical world.  This “concrete” world is the egoic world, the world of form, the separate world that is the ego’s existence.  This world we identify as real is not the actual physical world, but the world we perceive with our separated or split mind governed by the ego.  The egoic mind perceives each thing or idea as a separate whole that has no relationship to anything else, thus making everything appear separate unless it is in the ego’s interest to see some benefit to that relationship.

 

The Realm of God – the real world – is the opposite of this.  Spirit reacts the same to all that is true and real and does not respond to anything else.  In Truth, nothing unreal exists.  Spirit knows that all that is true is everything created by the Creator.  Everything true is in direct and complete communication with all of creation and thus the Creator and Spirit.  The Creator creates every mind by communicating the One Mind to each of us, thus establishing a permanent natural channel of communicating the One Mind and Will.  This is our natural order of being and we cannot lose this.  It is always our natural state of being whether or not we are aware of it.  Allowing our mind to believe we are separate from the reality of who we are blocks our awareness of who we really are, but it doesn’t change our natural order of being.

 

The Creator created us with everything, both in Oneness and individually, with the natural desire to share all of what we have.  Nothing real can be increased except by sharing.  Divine Abstraction takes joy in sharing.  The Realm of Heaven is not about the physical world at all.  It is about an abstract world, a world that is perceived by the mind.  It is our choice whether we perceive with the split or separate mind or the One Mind.  The One Mind is the connected Mind.  It is the Mind in communication with Source and all of Creation.  It is the Mind we were created from and to be.  Our state on being is certainly abstract.  It is not determined by our circumstances, conditions, or experiences.  Our state of being is determined by our state of mind and the belief and thought system to which we hold allegiance.

 

The Realm of Heaven rises in our mind whenever we learn to be wholly helpful and thus harmless.  The Miracle Workers’ Prayer in Chapter 2 of the Course sums it up; “I am here only to be truly helpful.”  This is our purpose in this world.  We raise our mind’s vibration to the transforming perception of Spirit that moves us into the awareness of who we really are allowed by our mind’s willingness to let the blocks to our awareness of our true being fall away.  Yes, it takes practice.  Yes, we will try, succeed, and then fall back again.  But we always carry with us our true and natural state of being that we truly are.  Our memory of that will bring us back to the awareness of who we really are again and again.  Meanwhile we share and multiply the Peace, Love, and Joy of our One Mind all along the journey.

ACIM T-4.VI The Rewards of God

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Our real life has continued without interruption, and has been and always will be unaffected by our attempts to dissociate from our true Self.  Our Divine real life cannot be interrupted or diminished in any way by our attempts at separation.  We can and do dissociate form it and block it from our awareness in an attempt to create an individual identity separate from God.  In essence we are living two lives; one in peace and joy in Communication with God, and one in separation fraught with feelings of fear and lack.  No wonder we’re confused.

 

The ego is not an entity that attacks us.  It is an idea in our mind made by our dissociation with who we really are.  We made it.  It didn’t invade us.  We have given that idea – albeit a mistaken idea – the power to govern our thinking – our mind.  We have given a mistaken idea power over our thoughts and believed it.  The mistaken thought system has no power unless we give it power.  And, we have become so accustomed to this mistaken thought system that we find it difficult if not impossible to let go of it, especially on our own.  We also have convinced ourselves that we could not possibly be who we really are.

 

We are inherently indebted to each other.  I perceive this indebtedness as responsibility.  Or, we are responsible to each other and for each other.  We are certainly responsible for what and how we think about each other.  We are responsible to each other by seeing the truth about who our brothers and sisters really are.  If we throw this responsibility away, we throw away the graciousness of each other’s Divinity including dignity; theirs and ours.  Thus we throw away – ignore – the holy perception our loving thoughts would produce.  Holy perception comes as close to knowledge as perception can.  The gap is so small at this point that knowledge easily flows across the gap, obliterating it forever.  It’s our choice to allow our thought system to be guided to change.

 

We really are the perfect creations of God we are created to be.  There are no ifs, and, or buts about it.  We are and have always been and always will be Divine.  We are to simply wake up and smell whatever we are meant to smell and be who we really are.  Whatever thought system is keeping you blocked from the awareness of who you really are can be offered to Spirit for evaluation.  What is mistaken will fall away.  What is mistaken cannot exist in the light of the divine.  Look in another’s eyes and see the Divine withu.  Let what is not Divine and therefore not real fall away.  The joy of the Realm of Heaven is awaiting your awakening.  We exist in the peace, love, and joy of Heaven and nowhere else.  Be where you really are and be who you really are.

ACIM T-4.V The Ego-Body Illusion

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This Section opens with the statement, “All things work together for good.”  This is a powerful idea. Then it goes on to say that the only exceptions to this absolute statement is in the ego’s thought system.  Do we approach all people, experiences, and things that come into our lives this way?  If all things truly work together for good, we must welcome every situation, experience, and person that comes our way.  What would happen if we embraced all things we encounter without judgment and looked for the good in all of it?  We just might find something we are seeking.  We just might find the awareness of who we really are as we change the way we think and perceive our world.

 

Our ego is totally invested in its existence and survival.  Its whole existence is based on an illusion, a separate thought system.  It is based on the premise that we each exist separately and are completely independent from each other and God.  This premise is untrue, but our ego has convinced us that we are separate and that that is our identity.  Our true identity created by God cannot be undone or changed.  But the ego has devised ways to keep our awareness of our true Self hidden.  Our ego uses distraction as its way of keeping us from the awareness of our true identity.  It also uses each and every situation, experience and person that comes into our lives as a distraction.    Instead of all things working together for good, all things become threats, challenges, and stumbling blocks that others throw at us to make our lives difficult and keep us from a life we think we should have.  Both ways of thinking about this are perceptions.  One is correct and one is not.

 

God creates us whole and One with God, each other, and all creation.  Nothing can change that fact.  This knowing is always with us.  It is our natural state of being.  We can never really be separated from the peace, love, and joy that is the manifestation of this being.  But we can hide the awareness of this truth from our consciousness simply by believing the thought that we are not this truth.  This makes the ego’s thought system which then teaches us to see everything as attacks and challenges to our happiness and our very existence.  The ego even sees the body as against us because it is temporary.  Yet the ego identifies itself strongly with the body as our identity because the only other alternative points to the nonexistence of the ego.  So all is interpreted within the egoic thought system as a challenge to what we want most; happiness, peace, love, and joy.

 

However, the opposite is true.  All things do work together to bring about the awareness of the real happiness, peace, love, and joy that are and always have been within us.  A simple choice to allow Spirit to help us see more clearly each experience, person, and thing in our lives.  Spirit will show us new ways to perceive all that comes into our lives.  We just need to let go of our attachment to the way we have been perceiving from our egoic thought system and allow Spirit to show us the correct perception.  Spirit is always with us even when we don’t recognize or see It. Let all things work together for good in your life and return to the awareness of who you really are, the Divine One Child of God.

ACIM T-4.IV This Need Not Be

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The Divine Presence that is truly who we are shines within us.  It is part of our Creation.  And it cannot be hurt, damaged, or put out.  It shines in all its holiness within us for eternity.  The only thing we can do with this shining Presence is choose to let it shine through us or to prevent it from shining through us in this world. This all depends on our belief about who we think we are.  In a like way, there is no limit to the power of a Child of God – us.  We can only choose to limit or express that power.  Our belief that we are limited is the choice we make that limits our awareness of who we really are.

 

The Christ Spirit is within us.  Spirit dwells in our higher mind, the mind that was created by the Creator and is One with and inseparable from the One Mind – the Mind of God.  We have, however, made the choice to make a lower mind that we have chosen to identify as.  This lower mind believes it is separate and independent from the Whole.  Our choice to believe that idea is the belief that set up our separation from the awareness of who we really are.   We still are the Love, Peace, and Joy of our Source, but we have chosen to hide it from our awareness – our mind.  So our higher mind goes on knowing who we really are, yet honoring our lower mind’s choice to think we are separate from the rest of creation.  Jesus called this hiding our light under a bushel basket!  And we have believed our lower mind run by the ego that there is no light, love, or peace there.

 

Spirit within us waits.  Spirit gently calls to us.  Sprit patiently waits for us to make another choice, to come to the place where we want something other than separation.  The wall we have put up between our higher and lower mind is not real, though we believe it’s real.  When we look at the wall, all we see is the wall.   But, when we look beyond the wall to what is real beyond, the wall dissolves into nothingness.  The hand of Spirit reaches out to us inviting us to take it and walk hand in hand with each other into the awareness of our truth.  Our world begins to transform before us, not because its form changes, but because our perception of it changes.  We begin to see the world differently through the eyes of Spirit.

 

Joining in the awareness of who we really are lifts the bushel from our light and it shines forth, not only in the Realm of Heaven, but in the world of form.  It shines on our sisters and brothers calling them to the awareness of who they really are.  As we remain in this awareness of our truth, we experience the deep Peace Love, and Joy of our Source.  When we experience this deep peace, love, ad joy, we know we are living from our higher mind – the One Mind.  If we experience feelings other than these, such as fear, anger, loneliness, or lack, we can use the presence of these feelings as an indication that we have shifted back to the lower mind governed by the ego.  Now we know it’s a simple shift in our thinking that will bring us back to the awareness of who we really are and the shining presence of love and light.

ACIM T-4.IV This Need Not Be

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We are the masters of our choosing.  This is where our power lies.  We have the power to choose at any moment of any day, in any situation, and in any experience.  And, the most important thing to realize is that the only choice that makes a difference is the choice in how we think.  It’s not about a choice between colors or alternatives.  It’s about how we make that choice.  Our feelings will tell us how we are making our choices.  Are we feeling joyous?  Joyousness is our natural whole state of being.  If not, we have chosen to think and choose outside of the Mind of God, our higher mind.

 

Are we feeling sad?  The Course tells us “This need not be.”  Lonely?  “This need not be.”  Anxious or full of anxiety?  “This need not be.”  No matter what we are doing or experiencing our natural state of being is deep peace and joy.  This is the only state of being when we are in the awareness of who we really are.  It is the state of being we experience when we realize our Oneness with our Source and each other.  This awareness is our natural thought system – also called our higher mind.  We have severed our awareness of our higher mind by making and thinking with a “lower mind” that the Course refers to as the ego.  We have chosen to think with this lower mind and since it’s not real, it blocks our awareness of our higher mind.  This lower mind has made an identity for us that is separate from our true identity as One with God.  We have thus perceived ourselves as separate, victim, conqueror, defender, attacker, guilty, blamed, or blaming.  And then we believe it!  We believe this mistaken idea of who we think we are.  Yet nothing could be further from the truth.

 

This need not be.  This is our choice.  We have become so attached to our misperception of who we think we are that we have lost sight of our true real Self.  That true real Self has never gone away.  It remains within us, lying just above the misperceptions we have chosen to believe about ourselves.  The Voice for God gently calls to us, gently reminding us of who we really are.  But we choose to direct our listening to our lower mind, shutting out that gentle call.  We choose to listen to the noise of the lower mind instead.  However, we have not changed or harmed who we really are.  We are there above the din; patiently waiting for our mind to wake up and recognize its true reality.  We are waiting for our radiant awareness to shine through the opening we allow in our mind.  Spirit is also within us waiting for us to allow a little willingness to reach out for what we are really seeking.  Once we let go of our attachment to all that miss-thinking, we will recognize our true Self and our Oneness with God and all creation.  Isn’t it time to look at what we are feeling and recognize that this need not be?!  The door will open when we allow it to open.  Let it open.