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ACIM T-20.III Sin As An Adjustment

May 29, 2018

What does it mean when the Course says, “sin is an adjustment?” Start with the fact that truth, reality, needs no adjustment. Truth just is.  In order to believe anything else is real, truth must be adjusted to fit our belief of what is true. I know, it sounds twisted, and it is twisted. There is no way to believe we are sinful unless we twist or adjust the truth that we are sinless. This sounds crazy, even insane to us. Yes, it’s insane. We have spent a lifetime adjusting the truth about ourselves to fit the perception of ourselves and each other we mistakenly believe is true and real. We are asked by the Course to question this perception and set it aside, with the recognition that we are truly holy.

We learn how to do this in our relationships with each other. All relationships are truly holy, yet we perceive them as anything but holy. We perhaps perceive them as challenging or a necessary evil. Adjustments of any kind are of the egoic thought system. For it is the egoic thought system’s fixed belief that all relationships depend upon adjustments, to make of them what it would have them be. Direct – holy – relationships, in which there are no interferences, are always seen as dangerous. The egoic thought system is the self-appointed mediator of all relationships, making whatever adjustments it deems necessary and interposing them between those who would meet, to keep them separate and prevent the remembrance of their Oneness. It is this studied interference that makes it difficult for us to recognize our holy relationships for what they truly are. The Course teaches us to re-perceive our “special” relationships as holy relationships. This process is the healing of our relationships and the healing of our minds.

The holy do not interfere with truth. They are not afraid of it, for it is within the truth they recognize their holiness and rejoice at what they see. They look on it directly, without attempting to adjust themselves to it, or it to them. And so they see that it was in them, not deciding first where they would have it be. Their looking merely asks a question, and it is what they see that answers them. You make the world and then adjust to it, and it to you. Nor is there any difference between yourself and it in your perception, which made them both.   T-20.III.3:1-7

There is a question we must ask ourselves. Do we like the world we have made? Yes, we’ve made it. We have twisted the real world and adjusted it so much that it is a world that reflects nothing of its reality. The world we see is not pleasant. We probably see it worse than that, full of attack and judgement, frightening and unbearable. It appears to be a world through which we thread our timid way through constant dangers, alone and frightened, hoping at most that death will wait a little longer before it overtakes us, and we disappear. We made this up. It is a picture of what we think we are; of how we see ourselves.

Have you ever wondered what the world is really like; how it would look through happy eyes? The world you think you see is nothing but a judgment on yourself. It is not there at all. Would you rather see a happy world – a world full of peace, joy and love? The world you think you see is outside of you and therefore unreal. The real world is and remains within you, unseen but waiting to be recognized.

Who in a holy relationship can long remain unholy? The world the holy see is one with them, just as the world the ego looks upon is like itself. The world the holy see is beautiful because they see their innocence in it. They did not tell it what it was; they did not make adjustments to fit their orders. They gently questioned it and whispered, “What are you?” And the One Who watches over all perception answered. Take not the judgment of the world as answer to the question, “What am I?” The world believes in sin, but the belief that made it as you see it is not outside you.   T-20.III.6:1-8

Release all the adjustments you have made to yourself, your relationships and the world you see. Let the light of holiness shine away all those adjustments and reveal all that is real and true in you, your relationships and the world. You will find nothing short of Heaven, for Heaven is Reality. Let the healing begin.

ACIM T-20.II The Gift of Lilies

May 22, 2018

Our true home is beyond this world we seem to be surrounded by. We never left our true home. We simply blocked our awareness of it. The world we seem to think is around us is a distorted version of the real world. There is nothing but Love in the real world. However, we have chosen to align with our egoic thought system in believing and viewing the world as it is not. The holy Ones around us in the real world are still around us in the world we seem to see. We just have chosen to see the distorted image of them our egoic thought system holds before us. They are truly just as holy as we are and, in reality, hold our holiness for us to see when we are ready.

You have the vision now to look past all illusions. It has been given you to see no thorns, no strangers and no obstacles to peace. The fear of Source [God] is nothing to you now. Who is afraid to look upon illusions, knowing their savior stands beside them? With them, your vision has become the greatest power for the undoing of illusion that Source [God] Itself could give. For what Source [God] gave the Holy Spirit, you have received. The One Child [of God] looks unto you for their release. For you have asked for and been given the strength to look upon this final obstacle, and see no thorns nor nails to crucify the One Child [of God], and crown them ruler of death.   T-20.II.7:1-8

This is a beautiful tribute from the Course to who we really are. Deep down within us we know this. Our brothers and sisters know this. Spirit knows this. There is no question about who we really are. Spirit asks us to release our attachment to the illusion we believe is who we are. We can tell who we believe we are by whether we offer each other thorns – attack – or lilies – love. The thorns are the obstacles to peace. Lilies welcome peace and love to rise within us to our awareness. Our true home beckons to us beyond the veil. It calls to us to step through the illusion of the veil to who and what we truly are.

There is no fear in love. Let us lift our eyes together, not in fear, but faith. There is no fear in us, for in our vision there are no illusions; only a pathway to the open door of Heaven, the home we share in quietness and where we live in gentleness and peace, as one together.

Would you not have your holy friend lead you there? Their innocence will light your way, offering you its guiding light and sure protection, and shining from the holy altar within them where you laid the lilies of forgiveness. Let them be to you the savior from illusions, and look on them with the new vision that looks upon the lilies and brings you joy. We go beyond the veil of fear, lighting each other’s way. The holiness that leads us is within us, as is our home. So will we find what we were meant to find by the One Who leads us.   T-20.II.9:1-6

Look to the light within you. Look to the light within your friend. Your light has never waivered nor gone out. It shines brightly within you waiting for you to follow its light. You and your friend will gladly walk the way of innocence together, singing as you behold the open door of Heaven and recognize the home that called to you. Give joyously to your friend the freedom and strength to lead you there. And come before their holy altar where the strength and freedom wait, to offer and receive the bright awareness that leads you home. The lamp is lit in you for your friend. And, likewise, the lamp is lit in your friend for you. By the hands that gave it to them you shall be led past fear to love. Love is your true home. Choose love today – now – for your friend and for you. And choose to live in gentleness and peace, as one together.

ACIM T-20.II The Gift of Lilies

May 15, 2018

Have we yet allowed ourselves to see with our spirit vision? Have we allowed Spirit to clear our sight? We may still be trying to see with our body’s eyes. We cannot see clearly with our body’s eyes, for they cannot see reality. Reality is beyond appearance. To see reality is to see clearly through the mind’s eye. To see and join with reality, we must be willing to allow Spirit to open our minds and correct our perception. Each One we encounter and interact with in this world is in our life at this time to help us with this lesson. Welcome them.

What is the gift we offer this One who is now in our life, whether for a moment or an age? Do we offer them – as this passage asks – thorns or lilies? Do we offer them attack or love? We have the choice to allow their Holy Self to shine in our vision or see only their body –separation. We can offer them separation and thorns or we can simply choose to offer them what Spirit offers us. We can look beyond the appearance of what we see as their body and thus separation to what joins us in Oneness. We are bound together in the light of love in reality. This is ultimate freedom. We will ourselves to see with Spirit eyes the holiness that reveals our Oneness. When we choose to offer this One lilies we reveal our holiness to this One and reveal their holiness to ourselves. The thorns we would otherwise offer do nothing but reinforce our belief in separation and deny both of us our holiness – our Divine essence.

Each gift is an evaluation of the receiver and the giver. No one but sees their chosen home as an altar to themselves. No one but seeks to draw to it the worshippers of what they placed upon it, making it worthy of their devotion. And each has set a light upon their altar, that they may see what they have placed upon it and take it for their own. Here is the value that you lay upon another and on yourself. Here is your gift to both; your judgment on the One Child of God for what they are. Forget not that it is your savior to whom the gift is offered. Offer them thorns and you are crucified. Offer them lilies and it is yourself you free.   T-20.II.3:1-9

Those of us who accept the Holy Spirit’s purpose as our own also share Spirit’s vision. And the Vision that enables Spirit to see It’s purpose shining from every altar now enables us to see our holy purpose shining as well. We now see no strangers; only dearly loved and loving friends. We now see no thorns but only lilies, gleaming in the gentle glow of peace that shines on everything we look on and love. Our holy light shines brightly lighting the truth about each and every one of us. Will we allow ourselves to see with this Vision?

This Easter, look with different eyes upon each other. You have forgiven me. And yet I cannot use your gift of lilies while you see them not. Nor can you use what I have given unless you share it. The Holy Spirit’s vision is no idle gift, no plaything to be tossed about a while and laid aside. Listen and hear this carefully, nor think it but a dream, a careless thought to play with, or a toy you would pick up from time to time and then put by. For if you do, so will it be to you.   T-20.II.6:1-7

Open your Spirit Eyes and see again reality. See again the truth about yourself and your friend. Allow Spirit again to fill your mind, for it has never left you. Your holy uncompromised Self remains within you waiting to be recognized so it may shine its light again brightly. Set yourself and your friend free, for this is why they have come into your life. The lilies of salvation you offer them frees them as they also free you. Choose to step into this freedom and find the peace, love and joy you have been seeking. This is yours to choose.

ACIM T-20.I Holy Week

May 8, 2018

We have been discussing releasing our attachment to the obstacles to peace we have made. Peace is within us.  Peace is around us. Likewise, we have blocked our awareness of our own holiness – the holiness within us. It is there within us, no question. However, we have blocked our awareness of it by holding the belief that we are not holy. While we believe we are not holy, we cannot see the holiness so obvious within us. The two are completely incompatible.  We have come to a place in the Course that talks and teaches about the meaning of Easter. And, as one might expect, the Course gives Easter a completely different meaning than what we may currently hold about Easter. The Course gives us an interpretation of Holy Week that symbolizes our journey in this world. What if we were to look differently at our journey in this world as we return to the awareness of who we really are? Perhaps we need to take another look through the vision of our holiness.

We tend to look at the Easter season through the lens of sin, suffering and death. What if we were to look at Easter through the lens of holiness, returning to the awareness of our innocence? The lessons the Course teaches us are that there is no sin and we are incapable of sin. The Course then teaches us there is no real suffering and no death. We are and have always been innocent because we are created holy and remain holy because holiness is permanent; holiness cannot be sullied. We believe we have sinned and are corrupted because we have sinned, believing in the impossible. Any truth in this belief is impossible and unthinkable in the realm of Heaven. We have convinced ourselves that this untruth is true and then spent much effort reinforcing this mistaken belief. Now is the time to release this error from your mind and discard it as hogwash – though I don’t mean to demean hogs. Let Spirit and your friend bring a new meaning of Easter into your mind now. Here’s how the Course describes Holy Week: I have altered pronouns to express how I have come to understand the Course.

A week is short, and yet this holy week is the symbol of the whole journey We have undertaken. We started with the sign of victory, the promise of the resurrection, already given us. Let us not wander into the temptation of crucifixion, and delay ourselves there. Help us to go in peace beyond it, with the light of our own innocence lighting our way to our redemption and release. Hold us not back with thorns and nails when our redemption is so near. But let the whiteness of our shining gift of lilies speed us on our way to resurrection.   T-20.I.3:1-6

It’s time we step back and take a new look within at ourselves. As we look within, really look within, we will begin to see something beautiful emerging in our awareness. We will begin to see a beingness full of such light that brightens the world and bathes all the world in holiness. There is peace and love and joy there. We want for nothing there. As we gaze upon the world around us, we will see the light of holiness shining away the pain and suffering we saw before. Easter has no particular time of year for the Course. Easter is when we choose innocence over pain and suffering.

Easter is not the celebration of the cost of sin, but of its end. If you see glimpses of the face of Christ behind the veil, looking between the snow-white petals of the lilies you have received and given as your gift, you will behold your friend’s face and recognize it. I was a stranger and you took me in, not knowing who I was. Yet for your gift of lilies you will know. In your forgiveness of this stranger, alien to you and yet your ancient Friend, lies their release and your redemption with them. The time of Easter is a time of joy, and not of mourning. Look on your risen Friend, and celebrate their holiness along with me. For Easter is the time of your salvation, along with mine.   T-20.I.4:1-7

This is the release you have been seeking ever since you started on this journey. It is your choice when to accept your Easter in your journey. Why wait any longer? Accept the gift of lilies offered you now. There is no need or purpose in a crown of thorns – ever.

ACIM T-I9.IV The Obstacles To Peace

May 1, 2018

The Course has taught us that giving and receiving are the same. One cannot happen without the other and vice versa. What do we offer each other? Is what we offer truly helpful? In this world of separation there is only one helpful thing we can offer each other. That one thing is forgiveness and healing – though they may appear in many forms. There is no grace of Heaven we cannot offer to another and receive from our most holy Friend. Do not let them withhold it, for by receiving it we offer it to them. And they will receive of us what we receive of them. Healing has been given us to give each other, and thus receive it. Whomever we forgive is free, and what we give we share. Forgive whatever another thinks they have done, and all the guilt we think we see in them. What we offer and receive is freedom from separation – Oneness.

Free your friend here, as I freed you. Give them the selfsame gift, nor look upon them with condemnation of any kind. See them as guiltless as I look on you, and overlook the sins they think they see within themselves. Offer your friend freedom and complete release from error, here in the garden of seeming agony and death. So will we prepare together the way unto the resurrection of the One’s Child, and let them rise again to glad remembrance of their Source, Who knows no sin, no death, but only life eternal.   T-19.IV.D.18:1-5

The blame and guilt we harbor against ourselves and each other are the obstacles to peace we must allow peace to flow over. They are the dark veil that hangs between us and peace. We placed these obstacles there by denying the holiness of ourselves and each other. We can flow together beyond the veil, the obstacles to peace, not to be lost, but to be found and to be known. This is the purpose of our journey. Our journey is meaningless without its purpose. Here is peace, given to us eternally by the One. Here is the rest and quiet that we seek, the reason for the journey from its beginning. Heaven is the gift we owe each other, the debt of gratitude we offer to the One Child of God in thanks for what they are, and what their Creator created them to be. Our mission, should we choose it, is to join together and flow across every seeming obstacle to peace into the awareness of our Oneness.

You came this far because the journey was your choice. And no one undertakes to do what they believe is meaningless. What you had faith in still is faithful, and watches over you in faith so gentle yet so strong that it would lift you far beyond the veil, and place the Child of the One safely within the sure protection of their Creator. Here is the only purpose that gives this world, and the long journey through this world, whatever meaning lies in them. Beyond this, they are meaningless. You and your friend stand together, still without conviction they have a purpose. Yet it is given you to see this purpose in your holy Friend, and recognize it as your own.   T-19.IV.D.21:1-5

Though the obstacle to peace seem insurmountable and the veil appears heavy, dark and impenetrable, they have no real substance. They are merely illusion made by our denial of each other’s holiness and Oneness. We are truly One – being whole, complete, limitless and free. Nothing can change who we really are, yet our denial of each other’s true nature denies us the awareness of our own true nature. Forgiving our misperceptions, and those of each other, sets us on the road to healing and the awareness of who we really are – to Heaven and Eternity. Step into Love and Peace right now.