June 25, 2019

We have been discussing specialness for the past few weeks and how our attachment to the idea keeps us focused on illusion, blocking our minds from the awareness of the reality of peace and love. Our true nature has no need for specialness. Specialness is the opposite of wholeness and holiness. Delving into specialness is a sure-fire way to keep ourselves in denial of who we really are. It’s tempting to make someone or something “special” and give it the power to dominate our thinking, but it always results in the denial of our true being. The idea of specialness implies degrees of “special”, good, or holy. Reality has no order of any kind. All reality is holy, period. Anything else is not real. How do we relinquish specialness?

Forgiveness is the end of specialness. Only illusions can be forgiven, and then they disappear. Forgiveness is release from all illusions, and that is why it is impossible but partly to forgive. No one who clings to one illusion can see themselves as sinless, for they hold one error to themselves as lovely still. And so they call it “unforgivable,” and make it sin. How can they then give their forgiveness wholly, when they would not receive it for themselves? For it is sure they would receive it wholly the instant that they gave it so. And thus their secret guilt would disappear, forgiven by themselves.   T-24.III.1:1-8

Forgiveness is not stoic. It is really very simple, a matter of releasing our attachment and our judgement. There is no effort involved. Forgiveness is a matter of looking beyond how someone or something appears in our perception. When something upsets us, the Course teaches us we can see it differently by allowing the wisdom of Spirit within us to guide our mind. We can, at any time, choose to refocus our mind on love and peace rather than differences. Perhaps some situations or people seem more difficult to forgive than others. There is no need to beat yourself up over that. Just be a little willing to allow Spirit within you to guide you in forgiveness. Our holiness cannot be denied, only blocked from our awareness temporarily. Rather than getting ourselves upset over our differences, rest in the peace of Spirit within you and allow forgiveness to enter.

Truth is our foundation. Truth is stable. Truth cannot be disturbed. Illusions leave it perfectly unmoved and undisturbed. But specialness is not the truth in us. Specialness can be thrown off balance by anything. What rests on nothing can never be stable. However large and overblown it seems to be, it still must rock and turn and whirl about with every breeze. Yet it cannot ruffle Truth in any way.

Oneness asks for your forgiveness. Oneness would have no separation, like an alien will, rise between what Oneness wills for you and what you will. They are the same, for neither One wills specialness. How could They will the death of love itself? Yet They are powerless to make attack upon illusions. They are not bodies; as one Mind They wait for all illusions to be brought to Them, and left behind. Salvation challenges not even death. And Oneness, Who knows that death is not your will, must say, “Thy will be done” because you think it is.   T-24.III.5:1-8

There is no need to fight illusions. Fighting them will only keep us focused on them when they are not even real. Turn toward the Presence of Spirit within you and within your friend. This is where peace is revealed. This is where love is shared. Relinquish your hold on specialness and it is forgiven. See each other as you truly are in Oneness. Peace and love abide within both of you in abundance. Let yourself rest in the peace and love you find within each other.

June 18, 2019

Look within yourself to the loveliness there, when you have looked on another as on a friend. The One we travel with is our escape from specialness, and our friend to what is real in us. No attack we have made on our friend has taken from them the gift that Source would have them give us. Their need to give it is as great as ours to have it. Let them forgive us all our specialness, and make us whole in mind and one with them. The One we walk with now waits for our forgiveness only that they may return it to us. We are the ones who have condemned each other by saving our specialness and denying our true Self.

You have come far along the way of truth; too far to falter now. Just one step more, and every vestige of the fear of God will melt away in love. Your friend’s specialness and yours are enemies, and bound in hate to kill each other and deny they are the same. Yet it is not illusions that have reached this final obstacle which seems to make God and Heaven so remote that They cannot be reached. Here in this holy place does truth stand waiting to receive you and your friend in silent blessing, and in peace so real and so encompassing that nothing stands outside. Leave all illusions of yourself outside this place, to which you come in hope and honesty.   T-24.II.9:1-6

We are each other’s savior – a savior from the mistaken identity we have given each other through specialness. We may have attacked them and they may have attacked us. Those “attacks” have no real power. Yes, they appear to have injured us physically or emotionally, but that hurt is not real and not lasting. It becomes nothing when we allow ourselves to look at each other through Spirit eyes to the holiness within each and every one of us. Each of us are holy. Each of us are pure. The reality of each of us is love ad peace. We can act hateful when we lose sight of who we really are, but we cannot do any real harm. Our intention to extend love and peace is all that can be real. Anything else is empty. We are each other’s savior from our specialness simply by relinquishing our belief in specialness. Let it go, for when we let it go in our friend, it is no longer in us.

You are your friend’s; part of love was not denied to them. But can it be that you have lost because they are complete? What has been given them makes you complete, as it does them. Source’s Love gave you to them and them to you because Source gave Itself. What is the same as Source is one with Source. And only specialness could make the truth of Source and you as one seem anything but Heaven, with the hope of peace at last in sight.   T-24.II.11:1-6

Specialness – or our belief in specialness – is the means by which we deny ourselves peace and love and the awareness of who we really are. It serves as a block to our awareness, keeping what we want hidden from us even while it is all around us. The Ones in this world we encounter hold the key to love and peace for us and are waiting for us to be ready for the door to peace and love to be opened. There is nothing delaying this transformation for any of us except our unwillingness to let go of our attraction to specialness. All of us are complete. All of us are whole. All of us are limitless. And all of us are holy. Our awareness of our holiness is waiting for us to accept our own holiness and the holiness of each other. There is the door opened to our togetherness in Oneness. Stop a moment, look around you, and reawaken to the fullness of who you really are. This is finding Heaven on earth right now.

June 11, 2019

The act of comparison is our downfall into specialness. It’s really tempting to compare and compare and compare. This is better than that, that is worse than this, etc., etc. It’s easy to fall into this habit. The Course teaches us we are all the same. We are all created equal. In Oneness we have and are all there is and it is all good. Only our belief in littleness, lack and deprivation keeps us stuck in the illusion of comparison. Specialness is the idea that I am better than you. Perhaps I believe I have sinned less than you, so I am better. Believing this I can justify believing I am better than you. On the other hand, I can believe that I am more abused than you. I can believe I’ve had more troubles than you, so I am more deserving of pity or help. Since we all have all of everything, it makes no sense to believe in lack of any kind. There is no order of difficulty and no hierarchy. Anything unequal or lacking is merely a misperception.

Pursuing specialness robs us of our awareness of peace and love, those holy traits that are always within us. How can we possibly recognize our mutual strong support and omnipresent power when we believe each other and ourselves to be less than we actually are? We are created like our Creator, no less and no more. We are full partners in Creation and life. We cannot be less, period. Yet we believe ourselves to be less in varying degrees, conjuring up the ideas of limitedness and lack. We believe ourselves unable to live up to our potential.

You are not special. If you think you are, and would defend your specialness against the truth of what you really are, how can you know the truth? What answer that the Holy Spirit gives can reach you, when it is your specialness to which you listen, and which asks and answers? Its tiny answer, soundless in the melody that pours from God to you eternally in loving praise of what you are, is all you listen to. And that vast song of honor and of love for what you are seems silent and unheard before its “mightiness.” You strain your ears to hear its soundless voice, and yet the Call of God is soundless to you.   T-24.II.4:1-6

When we focus on specialness, our seeming differences, our seeming degrees of littleness and lack, that is what we see. We miss the abundance of our true nature because we have turned away from it. We hear what we choose to hear. We see what we choose to see. What have you chosen to see and hear? That choice is the only thing that keeps us separated from our reality. It is the only thing that keeps us from the awareness of who we really are. Would you really voluntarily deny the peace, love and limitlessness of your whole being?

What would they see instead? The shining radiance of the One Child of God, so like their Creator that the memory of the One springs instantly to mind. And with this memory, the One Child remembers their own creations, as like to them as they are to their Creator. And all the world they made, and all their specialness, and all the sins they held in its defense against themselves, will vanish as their mind accepts the truth about themselves, as it returns to take their place. This is the only “cost” of truth: You will no longer see what never was, nor hear what makes no sound. Is it a sacrifice to give up nothing, and to receive the Love of God forever?   T-24.II.6:1-6

Allow the truth about yourself and who you really are to arise in your awareness. Deny your holiness no longer and forget about any sense of “specialness.” You do not need this illusion. All we encounter in this world are holy and One with us. See beyond their appearance to the Oneness they all are beyond that illusion. This is where peace dwells. This is Heaven on earth wrapped up in Oneness.

June 4, 2019

At some point we have made an incorrect decision. We have made a decision to see ourselves separate from each other and our Creator. It probably looked like some other decision, but whatever it was, its result was that we perceived and believed that we are separate and in competition with each other. This belief thus blocked our awareness of our true Self – our holiness and Oneness, our limitlessness and wholeness. What a thing to forget. What a thing to hide from ourselves. Our true nature, though permanent and incorruptible, cannot be seen as we believe something contrary about ourselves. The belief in specialness and the need to make ourselves special and different from those we journey with is the mistaken purpose we have adopted in this world.

Would it be possible for us to hate the one we travel with if we were like them? Could we attack them if we realized we journey with them, to a goal that is the same? Wouldn’t we help them reach it in every way we could, if their attainment of it were perceived as ours? We are their enemy in specialness; their friend in a shared purpose. Specialness can never share, for it depends on goals that we alone can reach. And they must never reach them, or our goal is jeopardized. 7 Can love have meaning when the goal is triumph?

The one you travel with is your friend because their Creator created them like you. There is no difference. You have been given to this one that love might be extended, not cut off from them. What you keep is lost to you. Your Creator gave you and this one Itself, and to remember this is now the only purpose that you share. And so it is the only one you have. Could you attack this one if you chose to see no specialness of any kind between you and them? Look fairly at whatever makes you give this one only partial welcome, or would let you think that you are better off apart. Is it not always your belief your specialness is limited by your relationship? And is not this the “enemy” that makes you and this one illusions to each other?   T-24.I.7:1-10

Any fear we feel comes from our unrecognized belief in specialness. We have become so accustomed to this illusion that we don’t recognize we are perpetuating it. Specialness has become a habit. The Course asks us to begin a new habit – or to be willing to consider a new habit. It takes time to learn a new habit, but Spirit is within us offering its help if we will just accept it. The real purpose that we share with each other becomes obscured from both of us as we continue this old habit. We would oppose this course because it teaches us we are alike. We have no purpose that is not the same, and none our Creator does not share with us. Our relationship has been made without any special goals. Would you defeat the goal of holiness that Heaven gave us?

Will you not begin a new habit? What if your habit is to extend love rather than divide through specialness? When we begin to realize we are all One and the same in Oneness, we lose the need to attack, or make special, or to create conflict where one must win and another must lose. Set all this aside. We do not love each other while we attack each other. Here is the ground of battle where we wage conflict against each other. We will never find peace among those we see as different. This one we journey with is our friend because we are the same. The miracle is that as we extend love, we see each other as One and the same. Let Oneness begin.